Friday, February 20, 2009

(TEQUILAANDRIPNL) [AKA] {}

death dying falling flacid freedom free from freeform freezing running raining paining cant feel cant scream cant cry but crys and crys and cries screams from inside the little muffet ate the tuffet and shat on the world because she couldnt elope with the spider the tree the trees there were three you and i and me thats four more than i could count before but the envolope was closed and we could never open it with out the scissors your mom gave me on my birthday last christmas eve before the ides of march came tumbling down on us kick the snow slash the walls bleed the knuckles read the puzzles solve the mystery of the clue masterpiece john travolta double quarter pounder how does he stay fit to fight big beast fast solve eat mast ship yard wreck crash tree last fast fast fast so fast open door open mind closed lane closed time final fast voyage bon mal a tete a mal trop de temps et pour vous c'est n'est pas il y a combien porquoi! porquoi! parce que! thats the way its supposed to be! never me. not friends. always forever. friends for life. face. face. face. 1000 faces. 1 book. 10000 phrases. 1 look. 1000000 ways to. 1 disregard. forget. forgive. fortune. fortunate. fear, afraid a favor a favor rejected, a favor given, a favor recieved, a mess made. every girl has her secrets. this is our secret. maybe this time it wont. ill call you back later. i cant believe it. it hasnt hit me. it hit me hard. does he hit you like he hits her? he never hit me. i hit him back harder. puppy. sleeps. i wake. i w a k e. i see i do not feel i do not fear but fear itself whic has its grip on me. fear fever frustrating unforgiving. faggot faggot faggot bitch none of them. all of them. one of them. you in me. me in you. not a dream. was a dream. after all. after. never before. never again. cannot comply. will not lie. refuse to hide. closets not inside. no box for cloak room. cant stay in the rooms. must jump over pieces. no die. no roll. just guess the cards. thats how we play the game. use the die. takes too long. no die. no die no NO NO NO NO NO DIE!!!!!
D20
D16
D80
D6
snake eyes
snake bites! lick mine!
you bring the liquor!
im a light weight. im light, wait. im dark, hate. im proud, make me. proud. life. proud. friends. proud memories. proud light. proud foot. loud suit. quiet tie, tiny lie. like a raisin. This is our little secret. dont you want to cuddle?

JANUARY TWENTY SEVEN TWO-THOUSAND-EIGHT

3 comments:

  1. 1) i always want to cuddle
    2) i read this before
    3) are you updating you live journal with new stuff?

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  2. I'm putting some little tidbits up there right now. Just for you :)

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